I FELL IN LOVE, BUT NOW I CANNOT FIND IT.
…lost
And in my blacking out I think I let you down
Don’t let them try to save me
‘Cause I’m already crazy
it’s been 504 days since this picture has been taken. i had the greatest time in minnesota with you. i’ve been feeling bitter about the choices i made when i left. now listening to your new album, i cant help but say it’s been a slap in the face knowing what we had and could have continued to have when i left.
my feet never got cold by the way.
‘So tell me why did you feet get cold? I know intentions are as good as gold, even good things just get old,
Even good things just get old.”
nowhither-deactivated20120403 asked: I cannot describe with words how much of an inspiration you truly are.. your outlook on life is breathtaking and I'm so utterly glad that you enjoy being a such great mom. Noah really couldn't have been more blessed with having a wonderful mother. Limitlessly, I am grateful to be able to watch your incredible life unfold from tumblr, twitter, and facebook. I met you briefly on warped but I believe that I really can say that I love you. You are my inspiration, and I know that I'm not the only one. Keep taking care, I wish you the best. "Don't worry, be happy." Bask in the radiance of life and continue to enable it to bring you joy of which I know you are full of because not only do you deserve the joy, you create it.
i love you as well, thank you beautiful<3
I havent really updated much, and when i have it’s been very short. I’m just getting used to being a new mom to a beautiful boy. I am not quite sure how i got so lucky, and i really could not thank God for a better life. I know i complain alot about Ryan not being there for Noah and how it hurts me (and it is the worst pain i have ever felt emotionally) but i really am a lucky girl. If ryan can not see how perfect Noah is and how amazing he is then he does not even deserve a minute of my time, and more importantly he deserves NOTHING to do with his own son. Sad, but one day it will come back and haunt him. I’ve talked to him every day since Noah has been born and he acts like Noah just doesnt exist, like were still together but I’ve recently found happiness in just being alone and being a single mother…
A baby is a blessing, and Noah is my little angel, and he will always come first.
xsaraedge asked: congrats on baby noah, he is gorgeous!
thanks lady <3
